Cliff Wall of life

I haven't figured out what makes
the world turn in circles around my head.
Even working hard for ten years, i still feel underestimate.
I know i'm still green
but i try to be wiser everyday more.
I wanna work drunk...
Come on, why to get sober?
To see that the party it's over?
I feel overwhelmed...
Feel trapped in a spiders web and
i keep fighting and fighting,
watching the end coming,
but i don't wanna stop livin'.
It's better to fly high on my own madness,
than be grounded.
Jump over a cliff wall,
and let it goes down,down,free and down...
into the deep dark and blue
of a new beginning...