New me (?)

Hello, new me.

Hi, my future,

You don’t seem very happy to meet me,

Same here…

Right now, you look like a monster.

My monster.

My very own piece of pain terror.

But with a beautiful end, 

An end that don’t look very close or possible now.

Future, you’re like a frog in that story,

That looks ugly and strange.

But in the end becomes a wonderful prince.

Will you make my beautiful and impossible dream come true?

Frog-future, will I know how to use you when I become the ‘new me’?

Don’t know, I don’t trust myself very much when the them is change.

Even that is changing for the best,

Actually, that’s why I don’t trust myself.

Well, Frog-future-prince,

While you build the new me, please build a new mind too.

Because I saw how I can be, and isn’t good.

And won’t fit in my new me…

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